All night I had butterflies in my stomach. I could feel the anxiety stirring through me; eating away at me. I couldn't fully enjoy the day and its activities. Your kind heart made it all the harder to say goodbye. I could hear my inner voice screaming at me to get it over with. Like ripping off a bandaid.
"Wait till he drops you off. Do it then, don't leave until you've said it!" A harsh voice echoed.
"Don't be cruel. To yourself or to him." Another whispered.
"Don't shed tears! Tears make you falter and second guess yourself." A third pushed.
"He did put the idea into your head months ago, remember? This should have happened sooner." (You're so young...we could still be friends...I don't want you to tie yourself down to just me and waste away what could've been)
DUMBASS!!! DON'T YOU KNOW THAT DESPITE MULTIPLE PEOPLE TRYING TO TAKE ME AWAY FROM YOU, I STAYED BY YOUR SIDE!!!
"Make it short. Only speak the key points! Don't stray from the task at hand!"
"Don't utterly break his hea